This afternoon, I looked out the window and saw a big tree. Then a thought came to my mind, floating on it for sometime. It was 7 months back, I was deciding whether to leave my home for UTAR or continue for form 6. Both looks beneficial to me but the path UTAR will have more storms to face. After taking some time to considered, I choose UTAR; knowing that a path ahead of me is full of trials and tribulation for me to face. New friend, shelter, food and many more, I have to begin everthing for for the start. Yet is challenge that I look forward to fought with.
I bring my naive thinking into this urban area without considering anymore. Since my arrival, I have change a lot of friends. We are not as good as previous because we seldom meet and the places that we stay are different. A seed to sow, not a fruit to gain; means that you don't always get what you expect although you have put in effort. I begin semester 2 with a different person, someone hope I can get the CGPA of 3.8 yet I cant promise her because I know I can't make it. I had even try during my mid term exam; putting all my effort in most of the exam, hoping to gain better grade still I failed. I don't wish to tell her because I don't want to disappoint her.
I lack memory to memorise although I can't understand a lesson quickly. I put a lot of effort but is not the result I wish to get but i didn't blame her because she does it for my benefit. Life is like this, trying your best is enough. Never blame nor feel sad when you get a bad result at the end of the day. Remember a seed to sow, not a fruit to gain.
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i dun blame if u cant make it, coz at least u hav put effort. no matter how, i wil support u, dun giv up so early, stil a chance to speed up... n i appreciate u din take for granted i've told u..thx
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