My Orchestra

Time really fly fast.....too fast enough for me to catch a breath. Friday is the day I make music from the pair of hands I have. Previously, I really don't like Friday cuz is music making day. People don't appreciate what they tend to have, am I right? Friday is the day where I have to go for orchestra practise but now no more.....
I still remember the days when I was part of it...don't like to practise...why practise and practise....but it was one of the moment I cherish...I begin joining orchestra at the age of 10 or 11....During that hour, I never knew what orchestra about. Just sit and play whenever ask to play. Boring isn't it??Yet the part I love most is during performance....people paid to watch you play.....I'll never have this opportunity if I didn't play in groups.
Then I change from violin to viola because viola lack of players and teacher ask me to changed. I get the change to got promote from Penang Junior to Penang Symphony....what an honour. It was another dream that come true. Seriously, I never thought that I would be part of Penang Symphony one day. It was a great orchestra to venture with.
From there I started to grow as player although knowing myself is weak yet I really wish can achieved something one day. I do practise hard but can't improve, maybe lack of music cell.....Together with them I play numerous piece that I really enjoy playing. I thought this will be a full stop for me. Yet much greater opportunity came, dream of the life time. Playing at the Dewan Malaysian Philharmonic was a dream of the life time as a player.
My teacher was forming a Chamber Orchestra, he said that he would give me a try. I practise hard in order to stay in the team though Im still weak compare to the others. Im saying to myself, take the challange or leave it. I went for every practise and sometimes only 1 people from my section came. Really scare me off.....to the others, performing at the Dewan Philharmonic maybe just a normal thing but to me it is a golden opportunity that never come twice again. Thanks to my teacher, Mr Woon.....

she........

I had remember her.......it was started at college.....I said to myself, college life means life of freedom....this the moment Im waititng for, free from my parents' control.....As usual, I took part in the ice breaking section to see whether Im able to bang on some pretty girls.....while i was walking along my way to the hall.....i accidentally bang on someone. She drop her file....didnt I meantion "she",I help her to pick up and thought that this an oppurtunity for me. Oh no.......it is a he not a she.....his long hair confused me. What a mess i?? I got shock and slowly stroll off. The hall was not pack with people....only few would come for the ice breaking....I feel like a stranger to the enviroment....I shouted in my heart, can someone speak english......A voice came from behind greet me in english...."Is a her....not a man...at last someone speak english," i said. Then I turn and reponse......"what????"...I shouted in my heart....

Love.....right or wrong???

Who in this world can really determine love is right or wrong......no one can....is not wrong to love someone but do have some limit. Rules are mean to be break but there are some lines you can't cross. My fren have once face some love problem.....he love a girl that shouldn't being love....because she had a boyfriend......everyone put their judgement on him...saying that he was wrong....did he really make a mistake by loving that girl....I don't think so.....we can't control who we want to love, am i right???But he must know where to stop.....rather than stepping deeper into it.....he manage to pull off after some while..after all love is a basic need.....can we really determine love is right or wrong???For me there is no answer.....what about you???pls leave ur comment after reading....

she........

As day past by, her importance grew more and more in my life.......she did a lot for me yet i can't do much for her.....Her beauty of her face crafted deeply in mine heart and her voice sank deep in mine heart.......all i can do is give her a shoulder to lie on.....i really wish i can do more for her......every morning i woke up, seeing the beauty of sunlight makes me think of her....she works hard.....i can feel it from her hand....Her hand whisper softly to me about how hardworking she is......Of yes...i can see from the lines her hand got.....

Why Christ Save Us????

I started to think of this question during one afternoon. Why Christ Save Us???He as Son of God can choose not to obey and leave us as a sinners. It was say in the bible, "No one can come to My Father(God) except through Me(Jesus)". Yes, indeed Jesus have make a bridge that connect between God and us. It was us who crucified Him on the cross yet it was Him who die for us. His sacrified is not merely to save us but to show us HE LOVE US....I have watch before the movie Passion Of Christ. The movie feature the moment before Jesus died and after He was hang on the cross. Get one if you haven't watch.....I weep while I was watching the movie. He come to the earth as human just to die for us....He choose to die for us....who are we who deserve all this???The stripes and insultattion that He bears upon the cross is for us. Christ came not only to save us but also give us love,comfort and compension. I can tell you all that Jesus really love us....I have try it before and now is your turn...come and taste and see. Is the sweetest I ever taste.....He is the answer to everything...for He say,"ask and it shall be given, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be open unto you".

FOREVER
JESUS LOVE YOU AND ME

Song title:Above All
chorus: Crucified, laid behind a stone
You live to die
Desserted and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all.......

The "technology"

Now we are living in the world that is changing so fast, the question is :Are we able to cope with it???We cannot denied that we now as human seldom depend on other but more techonolgy now, our relationship is getting estrange. Do speak to your neighbour often?When we were ten years back, our relationship were close. The heart to help and build each other is there. Look at today society....the "modern" society become much ignorant toward surrounding. I flip through the newspaper and saw most of the news about crime. Not police being not effective but is us the society become self-center and ignorant. Technolgy has take control of us......what if today we don't have a computer at home.....i really can't think of the consequences . We are use have a minimal of technolgy beside us. Technology can help us prevent crime but in the same time it increases the crime rate. World become borderless with the advance of technology.....we don't have privacy anymore. People who can't move with the technology loss their job. Yes, we have the big appetiate for technology but are we able to digest it. Start to notice the people beside you and care about them......technology has once bring us up but it has also bring our relationship down......care for the society......